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2012-02-12T21:19:00.002+08:00

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2012-02-03T21:46:00.002+08:00

sunday 29th jan 2012`

down to bugis` went to shop` wait for them to close shop` head to have our " kai gong jiu " with boss ~ lol ! yup` we walked over there while boss drive there cos sophia tag along and not enough seats` heh` so yup` hav crabbies and many nice food ~ yummy ! happily chatted all the way` reached home and zzz ~

monday 30th jan 2012`

start work lo ~ lol ! well` nth much as usual` after work headed home =)

tuesday 31st jan 2012`

sama sama monday ~

wednesday 1st feb 2012`

head to work` siewyuen came bugis find me after work ~ head over to cine to makan ~ =P went shokudo !! and their waffles is damn nice !! =) chatted awhile and head backie home after tat ~ =)

thursday 2nd feb 2012`

head out to work ~ after wrk` went backie home and change ~ meet up zack at cine ~ watching movie " Jack and Jill " is fcuking hilarious ~ funny and touching ~ worth the watch baby ! =) lol ! before we head in cinema went to hk cafe to grab some food ! lol ~ yup` head back home after the show ~ =)

sigh sigh * eating alot ~ --"
fats ~ aarrgghh ! fml ~
well ... just fcuk it ~ i dun care anw =)
food ..... here i come !!!!!! =)

2012-01-27T17:34:00.003+08:00

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2012-01-27T17:23:00.003+08:00

24th jan 2012 tuesday ~

all those dong dong chiang is driving me crazee ~ lol ! so noisy in de noon and i cant slp well ~ hahaa! anw` nth much` head out to work cos jean ask me to reach at 6pm ~ but when i reach ~ i saw rouqing and co head out ` and dey close de shop leaw ~!!!! sobs` so end up` bid gd bye to dem` head over to raffles city to meet up justin instead ~ and leonard too ~ went makan at watami !! nice nice ! def going dere to eat again ! omg ~ !! lol ~ after smk break` head to hav ben and jerry's ~ =P yup ~ after tat` went to introbar =) at dere chat and chill a lil ~ den i jiu head off cos ah beng came` so he fetch me to his parent's hse` and we gamble` lol --" im not a big fan of gambling ~ so play small small ~ haha` yup ~ head over to V4 after tat ~ nth much` didnt stay for very long ~ as beng got exam de next day ~ lol ! yup` head back home after tat`

25th jan 2012 wednesday ~

woke up and prepare ~ head to vivo` and wait for de rest to reach` lol ! im de first to reach baby ! hhaa` so funny` while all of dem still tinks i will late ~ hahaa` anw` rouqing came after awhile` we walk to 7-11 and buy my ciggie` den walk to coffee bean to wait for sop and ju ~ ally late ! lol ~ so we meet her at uss instead ~ went to bought de tic ~ den here we go !! lol ~ didnt want to elaborate much` as im lazy to type ` hee ~ so pls see the pic jiu can liao ~ heh ` anw` the transformer ride and de galactic battle ride and de mummy ride is damn freaking awesome !! too bad is tat for the galactica ride only rouqing on to sit tgt ~ but we sit de human side ~ but for the cyclone side` she say she scare dun wan sit so nobody pei me sit tat ~ =( lol ! im so gonna go again !! lol ~ anw` nth much also` head backie to vivo ard 7? 8? den had our dinner dere` went backie home after tat =) so tired and shag ! lol ~

2012-01-24T06:01:00.002+08:00

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2012-01-24T05:57:00.001+08:00

Sunday 22nd Jan 2012

Happy birthday dearest !! :)

Well . Nth much .. Woke up and pack my room again .. Lol .. Head to bugis to do last min shopping .. Bought a pair of sandals, a bag, false eye lashes, undies, perfume ... Blahs blahs .. Hahaha . Anw . Nth much . Go shop help help awhile . Wait for boss to reach .. Take angbao !! Heh .. Yup .. After awhile . When back home for dinner . Makan with mama .. Hee . Den at night . Went out to avatar .. Meet up with caili first .. Went in find Justin awhile till Siewyuen reach .. After tat . Cabbie over to v5 .. Meet up with Beng and frens .. :) had our fun Dere !! Lol .. Went makan prata after tat . Laugh till my hand nua --" hahaa . Damn funny la Beng . Lol !! Yup . After tat . Beng send us back home :) woohoo !!!

Monday 23rd Jan 2012

As usual . Went ah ma place to bai nian .. Diz tym dajie and Erjie not Dere .. cos dajie can't make it on tym and Erjie went bali .. Lol .. Yup .. At ah ma place awhile Jiu go to da Bo Hse .. At Dere makan !! :) yummy yummy !! :) heh .. After tat . Meet up eugene awhile at da Bo Hse dwstairs . Cos same blk !! Hahaa . We like one year meet once only Lo . Jiu shi on chu Yi only .. Hahaa . Had a lil too much chat with him .. Hahaa .. And he send me back home after tat :) went home rest a lil and head to avatar .. Should be wrking .. But de crowd --" so I party instead . Hahaa .. Dearest at Dere too .. So accompany him awhile on off .. Heh . Ard 3 .. Head off . Went oceanz to find Beng .. At Dere play till closing . Head to makan after tat .. Den Jiu went backie home :)

Anw . Happy dragon year everyone ! Hope all of u get many many angbao so tat u all can come support me at bugis and avatar !! Lol ! Just joking ! Enjoy !!!! :)

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2012-01-22T07:42:00.003+08:00

21st jan 2012 saturday`

skipped work tonight ~ was at home clearing all my stuffs ~ and bid gdbye to some teddys that is in bad condition ~ sobs =( and also two box of clothes to be thrown or donate` and two big bags of clothes to be given to sis ~ lol ! i now den realise tat i had lots of clothes and teddys !! =P scary ~ hahaa ~ see alot of stuffs i have tat i cant remember how i got it ~ --" hahaa` and also` the very first clothe i buy at nana closet ~ !! hahaa! so funny can ~ i remember buying a bag and top from nana closet` but i throw the bag awhile last two year i tink ~ den suddenly today i saw the top tat i bought` hahaa! damn huai nian~! hahaa! and hav to part with some of my fav clothes` sigh* is either spoil or stain with unknown substance` --" sobs!!! throw away many many many rubbish i accumulated also ! =P anw` nth much today` ard midnight went outtie ~ to hav mookata with boss and colleagues` so funny and we laugh non stop ! =P hahaa ~ after eating ` jean show me the direction to mustafa ~ den i went dere to buy some essential needs ~ =) head to v5 after tat to meet up with ah beng ~ lol ! damn smoky la ~ heh ~ but fun doh ~ after tat` beng send his frens back` and we had our breakfast at a nearest mac with one of his fren~ head backie home after tat` enjoyed myself tonights ~ =)

tml gotta pack my room again and help mama dye her hair =) after tat to bugis to do last min shopping ! and meet up with my girlies !!!!! =) weeeee ~ !!

2012-01-21T04:33:00.004+08:00

20th Jan 2012 Friday`

head to work` it's the usual busy busy ~

well ~ today i guess i've seen the most ridiculous customer ever ~ or i should say stupid ? well ~ the whole story started when Ally gave a call to Room 707 from Nana to call Ju go over` but Trista went over to Nana instead` and this customer starts to complained to her about Ally poor attitude towards her` Trista apologized to this customer immediately after hearing that incident` As we had CCTV installed in our shop` Trista asked Jean over to investigate about the matter ~ So they checked the CCTV and realised that what the customer had said to Trista was a story made up by herself ~ From CCTV we can see that the customer was at Young Studio` just opposite Nana` the shop owner of Young Studio (let's just call her shortie because i don't know what's her name =) anyway` the customer and shortie were talking among themselves and the customer told shortie she's going to nana and we saw shortie pointed finger at Nana fitting room direction then the customer walked out from Young Studio and acting all secretive to check out whether other ppl were in Nana anot while Ally was in Nana busy serving another customer. After confirming that no other staff was in the shop ~ this customer went in Nana and asked Ally how much was one of our clothes price ~ Ally answered politely and when Ally was about to take down the dress to show this customer` that customer started to act paranoid and start insulting Ally` and she diss Ally for not able to speak and understand English` and btw` Ally is from Myanmar` she just started to work in Nana for less then a year` and other then Chinese and their Myanmar language` Ally only understand simple English but tried hard to learn it in order to perform well in work ~ Ally came all the way to Singapore 离乡背井 (leave their origin hometown) come here to work and earn money back` suppose to experience a new and happy life yet now is depressed by such remark that customer made ~ and Ally is such a simple minded person` she always work hard and do her best to serve every single customer and make customer happy ~ even with us her colleague she also treat us nice and well ~ how can such a pure innocent girl offend this customer? and also` this customer still told Ally to 小心一点你给我记住 (beware of her) right after Trista left!!!Such threatening words is used ~ is like she's gonna find someone to create trouble with Ally. Ally really frightened by this incident. She cant believe there is such a ridiculous thing happened in her life. Being a Singaporean myself` i find this customer was too much`

She's a Singaporean herself yet behaving like a thug and 串通 (collude) with Young Studio boss and bully Ally when boss was not around` Saying that she's rich and still wanted us to wait for her E-mail. WTF? laughs! What's with that E-mail sia ? --" and she still involved her bf or husband into the picture when that guy is totally 被蒙在鼓里 (being kept in the dark) --" actually the customer also stupid ~ must be blind also` that shortie is totally using her to spoil our reputation for her own benefits` because that shortie always 眼红 (jealous) see us sales good and our shop alot people` then try so hard to copy our design and purposely sell a few bucks less then our price to our regular customer only (not those walk in customer. if is those who don't know our shop, shortie will hike up the price)` bad mouthing about my boss to every customer who patronize and those that never patronize our store and keep asking her friends and customer to check out our clothes price` --" what's more worst` this Young Studio shortie still owes Loan shark money` those debt collector came to find the shortie (and her shop was close for like a month so or more) and came our shop to ask for shortie` she still owes her shop rental money` and also owes some aunties and customers money (which got aunties also got came to Nana and said that shortie owes them money and never return) and also owes her worker money and borrowed money from those salesgirl who worked in Bugis street too` --" gosh!!! don't even know what kind of pattern she give this time` heard that when her shop was locked(due to never pay rental?!) she still can go shopping and have her hair fixed at salon and takes her time to resolve the matter` --" seriously` she really ain't afraid of karma ~ and she really thought that by doing all this shits can gain her shop the reputation she wants` such an disgraceful act and yet still brags about it.

To Young Studio @ Bugis Street "shortie" (i seriously hope you get the chance to see my post)

Stop dreaming and wake up to live in reality ~ you already lose this battle when you start copying our designs` and do admit that you yourself don't have that ability and sense of style to create your own fascinating shop like ours` YOU WILL NEVER BE LIKE US! it is just too bad that none of your brain juice is helping you ~ and of all things you could think of you choose to smear our reputation and copy our clothes design to build up your own shop reputation` SHAME on you and see how pathetic you are. You should go take a look at yourself in the mirror and ask yourself why you are in all this kind of shits and gain nothing in the end. but i can tell you the answer straight` "harming others means harming yourself"` you will never go far! do consider closing down your shop if you don't have the ability and stop collude with other people to harm and hurt my boss and colleague` beware of karma you shortie !You will definitely get your retribution soon ! =)

well` i shall end my post` i do hope people stop being so stupid and let people make used of ~ and also`

to those rich people who act till so arrogant and thinks that the world is turning because of you~

To hell you go ~! =)

bye peeps =)

2012-01-10T00:33:00.002+08:00

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2012-01-07T05:36:00.006+08:00

1st jan 2012 sunday ~

well ~ i guess the world is not gonna end this year ~ =P

anw` head out to meet mr tree ~ actually supposed to go see slots for coach to genting ~ but ended up` we went to taka instead ~ he went to buy some stuffs to build a lil home for his amulet ~ and after that we walk over to ps` lol ! went to the fish Manhattan to makan ~ errr ` i noob la` that was my first visit every since i was born ~ =P yup ! food is nice` and i will visit again soon ! =) yup` nth much` head home after tat` got a lil not feeling well also` meow ~ =(

2nd jan 2012 monday ~

went to work ~ feel terribly sick ~ and i felt terribly sorry to boss ~ new year new start yet sick -.-" am i so suay or wat? and clinic is all closed for the day ~ and i had to go raffles hospital for check up ~ yup` justin came by shop ~ chatted a lil while and he brought me milo ~! thanks ! after tat meet junli ` he accompany me go see doc ~ thanks much also !! after check up` got a lil fever and urine infection ` saying that cos i endure my urine went its urgent ~ blahs n blahs ~ well ~ --" anw` went back to shop ~ after tat` jean packed food for me ~` cab back home` eat my dinner ~ took my medicine and fall slp ~ =)

3rd jan 2012 tuesday ~

felt better alr ~ but still a lil sick ~ but overall still ok ~ went to work as usual` and head home after work ~ =)

4th jan 2012 wednesday ~

work again ~ after tat home again ~

5th jan 2012 thursday ~

work again ~ head home again ~ head out again ~ lol ! just went downstairs to have a lil chat with kkjx ~ yup ~ got all those feelings back again ~ sigh* everything just not meant to be ~ i yearns for it but im afraid of getting hurt ~ scare i cant pull myself up again ~ --" hurr ~ but anw ` hav a great time spend tgt though ~ lol! after awhile ` went back home ~ =) ♥

6th jan 2012 friday ~

im working on a friday afternoon !! clap clap ~ lol ! due to cny period` gotta go work on friday's too ~ heh` nth much actually` left shop ard 10.10pm ~ mrt down city hall ~ walk city link ~ reach avatar ~ prepare for work ~ sell my shots ~ noe new dancer ~ saw a old friend? or not friend whichever that doesnt really matter ~ lol ! jorden send me backie home ~ =)

ok` anyway`

Happy New Year everyone ~ =P
its never too late right ~ =P hahaa!

never really achieve much in 2011 ~

- i gotten myself a day job like finally !
- gotten myself a bad ending r/s ~
- gotten myself a new tattoo ~! ha taew !! =) thanks boss for this ~!
- gaining many many weight again ~

lol ! no overseas trip also ~ damn sian ! so im so gonna go at least once this year !!

my new year resolutions ~

- quit being late for work ~
- quit smoking ~
- quit drinking so much ~
- must have at least 10k in my bank acc by this year end ~!
- everyday must hit my sales target for day job at bugis and on weekends at avatar !!
- driving license ~
- enjoy my live to the fullest everyday !!
- oh` and plastic surgery ~ hahaa ! im just kidding ~ =P

well` i should end this long post ~ =P
oh`

before that ~

HUAT AH !!!

2012-01-01T16:28:00.003+08:00

Monday 26th dec 2011

Went to work . Head home after wrk :)

Tuesday 27th dec 2011

Went to work . Jean n trista send me back home after wrk . Eye infection --"

Wednesday 28th dec 2011

Head to work . Eye infection pain pain .. Go see doc . See Liao doc say intro me see eye specialist --" walk to parklane .. Wait ... Den see doc . Den after everything done . Pay n take med --" $131 sia --" no money Liao --" yawns . Walk back bugis . Head home at 6pm .. Reach home fall slp .. At night meet up Beng . He pass me money for chalet food .. Den chatted awhile . Head back home :)

Thursday 29th dec 2011

Rest at home . Take good care of my precious eye :) meet up kkjx at downstairs awhile ~ chatted awhile =) keep see my msg ~ lol ! booo !

Friday 30th Dec 2011

Head to work at avatar .. Junli cane and fetch me over to Dere .. Thanks !! Eye got a lil better Also.. Good ! Lol .. Yup .. Nth much .. After sell finish .. Go makan with Justin Goh .. Bak kut teh !! Heh . den meet up with Kevin awhile . Head home after tat ..

Saturday 31st dec 2011

Head to work . Countdown --" but lucky . Manage to sell finish shots . Lol .. Abit boring also .. Anw .. I got a very good new year pressie from him :) unexpected but surprise :) lol .. Yup .. Well. Head back home after tat .. Walk frm marina mandarin to tanjong pagar . No cab can --" lol .. Yup .. But heng . When I was about to faint . Got one cab took me in !! Hahaa . Yup . And I finally reach home in one piece :)

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2011-12-28T01:04:00.002+08:00

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2011-12-28T00:51:00.002+08:00

Sunday 25th dec 2011

Stay home :) but till ard 10 plus . Decided to go Ratchada for sparks reunion event --" lol .. Was pondering and pondering . Dunoo whether should I go anot . At one point I totally decide not to go cos of de entrance fee . But de next min Lisa text me saying tat I can go in for free .. I'm all up ! Lol .. Hahaa .. So went Dere . And look for steve . As he was Dere too and he wanted me to finish a jug of plain water which I owe him for very long tym Liao . Lol . But end up he decided to let me owe him again :) hahaa ! Funny . Yup . Sammy n Daniel was Dere too .. So hang ard with dem after steve left .. Nth much . Actually decided to stay till 2am . But got a lil high and stay all de way to 4am closing --" lol .. hmm .. Overall not tat bad . But a lil disappointed .. Cos is not as fun as avatar sparks reunion on may diz year . Lol .. But well .. I still enjoyed myself. :) hee .. Went home straight after tat .. :)

Monday 26th dec 2011

Head to wrk . And I nv late ! Surprise surprise .. Lol .. Nth much .. Everything As usual .. head home after wrk :)

Tuesday 27th dec 2011

Head to work :) nth much .. Busy busy for awhile .. After wrk boss send me back home as my eyes is very sore --" dunoo wat happen also .. --" kns . Yup .. Gonna slp soon .. Nights ppl :)

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2011-12-25T06:11:00.001+08:00

friday 23rd dec 2011 ~

wrk at avatar ~ lol ! nth much ~ went bugis to get slp wear for wrk theme ~ den cabbie down wrk ~ --" should hav take bus instead ~ =P im lazy ! hmm ~ nth much at work also ~ sell finish my shots ~ and makan breakfast with kenneth goh ~ hmm ~ i met alot of guy name kenneth after since i duno0 why ~ --" hurr` nth much ~ head home after tat ~ =)

saturday 24th dec 2011 ~

head to work ~ --" damn ~ alot ppl but we didnt sell shots ! wth ! damn hard to sell ` i only manage to sell 2` with beckie's help ~ lol ! funny ~ anw` head to beach cabana after wrk ~ hmm ` first tym dere and de food not bad ! =P nice ! hee ~ after tat jiu head back home ~

MERRY XMAS TO EVERYONE ! LOVES ~ =)

2011-12-24T20:24:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone !! =)
have a good laugh =)
enjoy !!

2011-12-23T17:37:00.004+08:00

wednesday 21st dec 2011`

sick` and stay home~ hais~

thursday 22nd dec 2011`

went to work ~ nth much also` meet up with kenneth awhile` chatted and smk` head back home after tat ~ =)

2011-12-20T23:10:00.003+08:00

we ask for a tray frm a aunty at her chalet` use somebody else bbq pit to hit up diz tray of curry =P and it turns out to be delicious ~ yummy yum yum ~

siewyuen and vincent ~

here's ryan and andy

lynn ~ the mastermind ~ =P

mr ah beng ~!

ryan gets to pick the pingpong balls first for his gift ~

and he got andy's gift =)

hand shake ~

and it's my turn to pick a ball ~

twists ~

and i got ryan's gift ~ =)

lynn's turn ~

hoho !

and she got vincent's gift =) hmms ~ wats with tat face ? lol !

ah beng's turn ~

pick pick pick ~

yes` he take one ball out !

and he got siewyuen's gift ! and he gave our chair meh a kiss ~ =) muah ~

andy's turn ~

and ryan be our temp chair meh ~ andy got ah beng's gift ! =)

vincent's time now ~

and he got my gift =) nice !

awwww` aint they sweet ~

vincent feel so happy after kissing andy and andy feel so touched ~ lmao!!

now last and not least ~
its siewyuen's turn !!

and she got lynn's gift !! =) woohoo ~!!

and to wrap it up ~ we ask de chair meh to kiss our last contestant ~ and she hide behind lynn thinking tat she could skip the kiss ~

he pai seh alr ~

look at her face ==" again again again !!

and this is much more better ~ =)

on the rock baby ! every guy gets to drink this !

our face red monkey !

here's the 2nd red smoking monkey ~ =P

and this is the very last pic i had ~ a very nice pose of them ! snap snap down and here by wishing all who read me post a happy xmas ahead ! enjoy to the fullest babys ! =)

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2011-12-17T23:51:00.002+08:00

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2011-12-11T20:13:00.002+08:00

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2011-12-11T20:10:00.002+08:00

8th dec 2011 Thursday

Wrking as usual . Lol . After wrk . Pass kenneth his stuffs .. Den head back home .. :) good girl !!

9th dec 2011 friday

Head out to bugis . Went to shop and meet boss . Lol .. Jean brought me to diz Thai amulet shop . Got de 师父 there too .. Went Dere pray and got my ha taew .. Nice and I love it ! Hee .. Hope this can bring me goodie luck in future . Totally need tat . Well .. Nth much .. Help out a lil at shop b4 heading to avatar wrk . Nth much at wrk also .. Makan with ah Beng and den head home after tat :)

10th dec 2011 Saturday

Head to work .. Nth much .. No sales !! Lol ... Guess super no mood also .. Sians .. A lil pissed off also .. Anw . Went down vivo . Send someone home . And I head backie home after tat .. --" yup . Tats about it :) hee

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2011-12-11T04:36:00.001+08:00

I really dont understand ..

I give sweet to u
U give shit to me
I give shit to u
U want me give u sweet

WTF ?

Sorry about that . I'm out of sweets already ..

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2011-12-08T01:00:00.002+08:00

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2011-12-08T00:28:00.002+08:00

Tuesday 6th dec 2011

Head to wrk as usual .. Had a lil smk break with kkjx .. Surprised tat he came too . Lol !! Anw Nth much actually .. Half day today .. Cos having dinner with family .. Actually is goin Amk eat .. But tat restaurant is fully reserved --" lol .. So head to long beach instead .. Yup .. Er Jie bring her italian bf over . Lol . It's his last day in sg too . Well .. Nth much . After dinner head home :)

Wednesday 7th dec 2011

Head wrk as usual .. Lol .. Nth much . After wrk went to avatar ... Den now jux reAch home :) lol ..

One msg . One call . One smoke break .

Happy Enough already :)

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2011-12-06T00:38:00.002+08:00

2nd dec 2011 Friday

Head to wrk at avatar .. Tired !! Lol ... And not feeling well . Anw . After wrk .. Beng came and fetch me ... Went for supper .. Prata !! Lol .. Den chat a lil .. Head home after tat :)

3rd dec 2011 Saturday

head to wrk as usual ... Chill and play ard .. Nth much .. Didn't drink also .. Heh .. Cos still not feelin well --" hmm .. After wrk . Went supper again with Beckie and ber and junli n Kelvin ... Over to geylang Dere ... Yup .. After eat finish . Ah Beng came . He n his Fren eat again . Lol .. De rest left .. Me Jiu stay with ah Beng . Nth much . After dey eat finish . Ah Beng Jiu send us Backie :) lol .. Chat a lil while .. And head home zzzz !!

4th dec 2011 Sunday

Head to ps with mama !! Lol .. Go do her phone thingy . Nth much . Buy some food . After tat head back to bucket Merah .. Went to ntuc .. Buy some essential needs .. Den Jiu head back home Liao :) heh !!

5th dec 2011 monday

Head to work at bugis :) keke . Well .. Nth much .. Sales not bad today ! Phew .. Relieve !! Lol .. Anw .. After wrk .. Jean n trista send me back home :) thank u boss ! Hee .. Yup ..

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2011-12-01T01:19:00.002+08:00

Tuesday 29th nov 2011

Head to work as usual :) nth much .. After work went home bathe and meet up ah Beng to slack at hse downstairs ... Talk alot of stuffs .. Lol .. Till ard 2am --" gosh . Tired . Went home Jiu zzzzzzzzzzzz !!! Lol :)

Wednesday 30th nov 2011

Head out work again . Today is cargo day !!!! Damn lots of stuffs to pack ... Anw . Time pass fast for today ... Blink blink Jiu finish work Liao .. Hmm .. And thank god .. Tml is Thursday :) lol !!! Last wrking day for diz week ...

Thursday 1st dec 2011`

went to work ~ and super not feeling well ~ cold and keep shivering in the afternoon ~ --" didnt even eat anything ! --" but bought 3 cups of hot milo thruout the day ~ --" damn tired and shag ! sigh* bused back home ~ stomach keep growling ~ but is not because im hungry ~ is like pain --" went to the toilet ~ and nth came out --" sad ! duno0 izzit because ytd eat too much alr ~ lol` den nv digest properly ~ hmm ~ hope tml will be better ~ sigh* pain pain pain !!! anw` de only two things tat keeps me happy is our sales today and my 2 knitted top ! love it much ~ =) but gonna wash dem first cos got one smelly smell ~ --" lol ! well ~ tml im so gonna enjoy myself ! heh ~ nights ppl !!

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2011-11-28T23:49:00.004+08:00

monday 28th nov 2011

head to work ~ late !! and guess wat` i tot today is sunday ! lol ! damn funny ~ untill mama wakes me up i den noe is a freaking monday ! --" omg ! anw` nth much at work ~ after work jiu head home ~ was chatting with siewyuen and she wana go taiwan on her birthday ~ lol ~ but in de meantime` we still hav xmas party haven plan and also cny trip also haven plan ~ and she alr decide to go taiwan liao ~ best right ~! lol ~ yawns ~ tired le ~ gonna be piggy liao ~ good nights !

meow ~

2011-11-28T23:48:00.002+08:00

Friday 25th nov 2011

Meet up ah Beng for dinner :) went over to 313 .. Abd we hav subway :) heh .. After a smk break . He send me to avatar :) start to prepare and work :) and saw an old fren !! Long tym nv see him liao .. Robin !!! Me n beckie keep tinking he familiar . And den i ask whether his name is robin .. And we Jiu straight away go and ask ! Lol ... Funny can ... Had a lil nice chat and dance with him .. Heh .. Anw.. after work go supper with David and co . Eat Thai steamboat !! Yummy !! Lol ... After tat Jiu head backie home :)

Saturday 26th nov 2011

Head to work .. Got drunk ! Lol ... Supper with Beckie n ber n junli n Kelvin ... Lol .. Duck noodle !! After tat .. Cabbie back home ... Reach home and puke out de duck noodle --" omg !!! Lol ... Zzz after tat ...

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2011-11-25T02:12:00.002+08:00

23rd nov 2011 Wednesday

Head to wrk as usual :) Siewyuen come and wait for me finish wrk .. Lol .. Bused down cine to watch movie with her ., watching "那些年，我们一起追的女孩。" You are the apple of my eye " :) damn touching ... Almost cry out loud ... Make me tink of alot of things also ... Well .. Is a very good show .. Funny as well ... Hahaa ... Many pcc !! Omfg ! Lol ... Yup .. After tat . Cabbie back home and zzzzzzzzzzzz !!!

Thursday 24th nov 2011

Wrk again :) lol ... Was kindda busy awhile .. Yawns .. After wrk .. Meet up with David ... Head to cine watch movie ... !!! Lol ... This time watch "puss in boots" cute na !!!! How I wish I own him as pet !!! Kawaiiiiiiiii .., lol ... After we bought de tic .. Head to hk cafe .. He makan .. Den after de movie .. Jiu go home Liao. Damn tired .. Gonna zzz le :)

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2011-11-23T01:42:00.002+08:00

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2011-11-18T14:26:00.001+08:00

I LOVE DOMO !!! =)
HEARTS YOU MANY !

2011-11-11T01:13:00.002+08:00

monday 7th nov 2011 `
tuesday 8th nov 2011 `
wednsday 9th nov 2011 `
thursday 10th nov 2011 `

go work` go home` go work` go home` go work` go home` go work` go home ~

imma good girl =)

and ...

TGIF !!!! =)

xikkymi

like suddenly ~ --"

2011-11-09T23:54:00.001+08:00

After one whole day of work ... And surprise surprise :) u have arrive :) loves :)

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2011-11-04T03:32:00.001+08:00

31st oct 2011 Monday
1st nov 2011 Tuesday
2nd nov 2011 Wednesday

Head to work at bugis . Head home after work and be good girl :)

3rd nov 2011 Thursday

Went to work as usual . Today rouqing off . Alone see shop .. Stress but sales start off not bad :) claps . Anw . Wrk till 230 am !!! Last min got 2 reg came .. And yup . Gotta stay till dey buy finish . Lol .. And woots !!! Happy happy . Dey buy alot .. heh .. After closing acc and shop .. Ah jean and trista drive me back home :) just bathe finish . Sians .. Tot off meeting Winson after wrk earlier . But end so late end up nv meet . Beckie jio go chill at Clark quay too . End up . Lol .. Now nua at home --" haha .. Anw .. Effort not watse tonight . Did enjoy earlier on in shop also . Lol .. Yup .. Tats all ... :)

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2011-10-31T00:44:00.002+08:00

Sunday 30th oct 2011 `

junli came fetch me ~ went over to vivo first` makan at some japanese restaurant` yummys ! de food damn nice ~ lol ! anw` grab our sentosa ticx at level 3` while waiting for beckie and ber` we went for a smk break` awhile later` sky train down to imbiah ~ took some pics and here we go ~ =P

1st stop " The twisted fantasy "

scare de shit out of me at de last part ~!!! lol ~ i tot finish liao can` den suddenly two ghost run out from each side ==" damn me ` lol ~

2nd stop " The legendary courts of hell "

err` not tat scary ~ --'"

3rd stop "Rumah Gila "

err` diz one jiu hai hao` not tat scary but got many shocks ~ lol ~ from all those banging and screaming ==" i tink after this event all the talents no voice la ~ --"

4th stop " Deadly lesson "

super long que --" almost an hr ok !!! and we went in for less den 3min --" damn` same lo` all those banging and screaming` wat else? lol ~ shock shock and more shock ~

5th stop " Papa cannibal 4D "

hmm` diz wan also long que` while waiting got those ghost come and disturb ~ lol ~ funny` yup` went in` damn de flash light~~ --" err` got scare dao abit ~ shock la ~ den very dark` cinema ~ --" nth much liao`

6th stop " Haunted Insectarium "

when we reach here` i totally shag liao` lol ~ only scare dey scream at my ear only` other den tat` nth liao` hahaa !! =P

yup` tats it` head backie home after tat` call cabbie and yup` =) tml still got work la ~ duno0 can slp anot now ~ hahaa` later nightmare--" hmm` choy!!!!!!!!!

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new and overdue pics ~ =)

2011-10-31T00:41:00.002+08:00

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2011-10-27T00:31:00.002+08:00

saturday 22nd oct 2011`

nth much at work ~ after work` went off to marina mandarin hotel with beckie` kelvin` and a angmo ~ hahaa` he treat us eat breakfast lo !! damn shiok ! and de breakfast damn nice la ~ haa ~ we chatted a lil ~ left in de morning ~ and den head over to beckie place and rest ~ head home after waking up ~ yawns ~

sunday 23rd oct 2011`

stayed home ~

monday 24th oct 2011`

went to work at bugis ~ after work ~ went over to liquid forty to finish off the balance with ryan and siewyuen ~ lol ~ nth much ~ stay till ard 2 plus ~ head home ~ sigh* nv slp well ~ keep cough and cough ~!! --"

tuesday 25th and wednesday 26th oct 2011`

after work head home and be good girl =) heh`

hope tonight wont cough till so jialat alr ~ =) plus now got flu liao ~ sians !!! --" hope no fever also !! heh ~

sometimes` people do wrong thing at the wrong timing and wrong place ~ --"
is that revenge or just purely me hurting myself ? --"
i don't understand !! hais ~

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2011-10-22T17:09:00.002+08:00

friday 21st oct 2011 ~

is a fast a furious night ~ lol ~ manage to sell finish our shots with beckie and got my first $100 flo at avatar ~ lol ! damn ~! wont detail it but is very fast ~! hahaa ~ anw ~ before leaving ~ saw a very long lost fren ~ after amg period i and him like got 6 years nv contact lo ~ lol ! tats eugene !! lol ~ took a pic with him ~ and a frenly hug ~ lol ! so funny ~ yup ~ after tat ~ we left ~ head to prata shop with beckie and ber` had our supper dere ~ after supper ~ we went for foot massage !!!! lol ~ damn pain ~ --" hahaa ~ had an hour of foot massage and 30 mins for body massage ~ wo0ts ! heaven ~! yup ~ after tat` dey send me back home ~ after bathe ~ jiu fall slp liao ~ =) wo0ts !!!

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2011-10-21T19:23:00.002+08:00

thursday 20th oct 2011`

after work ~ head out to boat quay with siewyuen ~ =) bused down and meet up with ryan ~ lol ~ tonight is our chivas night ~!!! wo0ho0 ~ actually is beer instead of chivas ~ heh~ but i guess my 撒娇 works after all ~ lol !! k la` i didnt reali 撒娇 la ~ haha ~ just suggesting tat we should drink chivas tonight ~ hahaa! anw ~ nth much` head over to whitebar 1st ~ but sadly ~!! no seats liao ~ after much consideration ~ we went over liquid forty instead ~!! --" well ~ to my surprise ~ dere actually not a bad place compare to others ~ lol! yup ~ and de songs got update also which siewyuen like alot !! hahaa ~ yup ~ had our fun time over dere ~ head backie home ard 1.30 ~ msg beckie and ask her whether anyone i noe at avatar` to my surprise ~ she's not wrking and is at dere with weichuan and ber ~ lol !! so i head down dere ~ went 98 to find them !! wo0ts !! was dancing and singing and drinking ~ and cam whoring !! lol ~ =) what a night ! stay dere till ard 4` weichuan send me backie home ~ had a wonderful night ! =) how i wish everyday also like tat ~ hahaa ~!! --"

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2011-10-18T00:40:00.002+08:00

Monday 17th oct 2011

Suppose to reach wrk at 1030 . But I'm freaking late for 1hr --" dammit ! Well . Guess early waking is still a freaking hard habit to change --" but no fret . I will do my best ! Hahaa ... Anw . Cargo came today .. Pack all the stocks and place them to where they should be . Lol .. Nth much . Time pass so fast today ... Yup . Bus-ed back home .. Bathe and try de mask tat jean and trista bought for me .. Lol ... Damn cute cos is in hello kitty package ... Nice !!! And it's de 2nd time I use mask .. Lol ... Damn noob .. Guess I'm not a Girly girl after all .. As in not those who will look after my complexion tat kindda . Lol .. Well .. Gonna rest alr .. Another working day tml !! Good luck to me !!! :)

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2011-10-16T21:38:00.004+08:00

sunday 16th oct 2011 ~

another week end ~ sigh * tml will be another day working day ~ lol ~ stay home today ~ =) and im feeling so good ~! =)

a few glasses of Bailey's is all i need ~ =)

i will change to Chivas after i finish my Bailey's ~ lol !! =)

2011-10-16T16:44:00.002+08:00

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2011-10-16T16:28:00.002+08:00

sunday 9th oct 2011`

supposed to meet up winson ~ lol ~ but i stay home instead =)

monday 10th oct` tuesday 11th oct` wednesday 12th oct`

work and back home =)

thursday 13th oct 2011`

after work ~ waited for winson to reach iluma ~ cabbie down to cine to catch our movie ~ " Real Steel " !!! damn freaking nice !! lol ~ were late for like 10 mins ~ so we missed out the beginning part ~ hmms ~ but its awesome ! =) yup ! can jio me watch again and again !~ hahaa~ after movie ~ went supper with him behind my blk ~ see him eat ~ den after tat jiu head backie home lo ~

friday 14th oct 2011`

head to work at avatar ~ nth much ~ raids again ~ damn sians ~ seriously wasting our time ~ i really hope people in fight in avatar ! kns ~ last few weeks still got police investigation make us cant even finish selling our shots ~ damnit ~! --" well ~ nth much ~ after wrk supper with beckie and co ~ prata !!!!! =) my fav ! finally ~ lol! yup ~ cabbie home after tat ~ =)

saturday 15th oct 2011`

work at avatar again ~ nth much too ~ smooth smooth sell finish my shots ~ felicia got drunk ~ help her up and send her to her fren ~ after tat ~ stay in avatar awhile ~ waiting for ber to reach ~ supper again with beckie ~ hahaa` this time ~ we head to terminal 2 !!! lol ~ damn ~ lol ~ toast box first for curry chicken !! den swensen for breakfast ! =) weee !!! and i finish my food diz tym ~ hahaa~ damn funny ~! well` dey send me backie home after tat ~ =) the end ~!!

2011-10-09T16:22:00.002+08:00

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2011-10-09T16:01:00.002+08:00

friday 7th oct 2011`

head to work at avatar ~ after work ~ go makan with beckie and frens at Swee Choon Tim-Sum Restaurant 瑞春点心 ~ lol ! hmm` to0 drunk to remember any details ~ cabbie home back aftermath ~ =)

saturday 8th oct 2011`

head down to bugis` bought a pair of killing heels and a pair of shorts ~ --" yawns ~ feeling damn tired ~ head to work after tat ~ changed and prepare ~ dancing in heels seriously not my type ~ --" feel so clumsy ~ lol ! well` change to my boots after tat ~ heels also but slightly better ~ end up wear beckie's boots instead --" flats !!! lol ! yup ~ after tat` change back to my own shoe ~ perfect ~ lol ~ yawns ` damn tired ~ can like fall slp anytime if i just shut my eyes for 5mins ~ lol ~ was slacking ard frens table ~ lol! damn ~ anw` after work ~ head to makan with justin and beckie at belastier ~ bak kut teh !! wo0ts ! nice ~!! lol ~ had some lil talks den jiu cabbie back home ~ =)

maybe im just afraid of falling in deep again ~
past numbs up my heart ~
leave scars behind as present ~
and in future ~ no more painkiller to stop the pain inside ~

2011-09-23T04:34:00.002+08:00

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2011-09-13T01:14:00.001+08:00

Sunday 11th sep 2011

Head to dajie house .. Celebrate my new born niece full mth !! Woots .. She's so cute can .. Lol .. After tat . Head to Tiong bahru plaza .. Bought some essential needs . And head backie home :) imma good girl today ! Lol ..

Monday 12th sep 2011

Head to wrk at bugis --" didn't slp well .. And 11am must reach .. But I late --" sigh .. Yup . Start to wrk and pack stock .. Damn . Sales no good but damn busy .. Lol .. It's 中秋节 tonight !! Didn't went out also . Damn tired la . Lol .. Bus back home after wrk .. Yup .. Now resting soon .. Yawns .. Nights ppl :) have a wonderful mid autumn festival :) lol !! Muacks !!

9more days :)

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2011-09-11T07:34:00.004+08:00

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2011-09-11T07:21:00.002+08:00

4th 5th 6th 7th 8th sep ~

eh ~ i cant remember much ~ cos i tot i got save draft but well` i didnt ~ --" heh ~ anw ~ morning jiu wrk at bugis ~ at nights jiu went outtie with ah beng` gary and yuan li ~ got meet dao siewyuen to0 with silver ~ yup` cant remember much alr ~! lol !!

9th sep 2011 friday ~

happy birthday to shirley lim ! may u hav many many flo everyday and may all ur wishes come true !! wahahaa ~

head to work at avatar ~ and i got myself drunk ~ i cant remember much ~ but got meet up with beng and gary ~ went to makan ~ fecth yuan li to work ~ had our breakfast ~ and den jiu head backie home liao ~ hurhur ~

10th sep 2011 saturday !

Happy birthday to norman !!!! =) all de best and may all ur wishes come true !! hee ~

wo0ts !! Da Mouth is in de club ~~~!!!! heh ~ nth much ~ time pass very fast tonights ~ yup ~ manage to hit my shots to0 ~! nice !! nth much ~ oh ~ thanks for my overdue gift frm ronald ! lol ~ =P hmms ~ yup ~ enjoy my nights ~ beng came to fetch me after wrk ~ went off to lavender food court with gary and yuan li ~ head to chill awhile ~ den backie home =) yawns ~

gonna celebrate my niece full mth tml !! so happy !!! wo0ts !!

2011-09-07T01:42:00.002+08:00

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2011-08-30T16:49:00.002+08:00

monday 29.8.2011`

woots ~ headf to work ~ today see shop alone again ~ hais` sales not very good ~ sobs ~ but anw` i will do my best again ~ =) had enjoy my nights ~ had burger king with silver ~ den weichuan fetch us to st james ~ went drangonfly ~ hans is there ~ lol ~ and on a mon night` so many ppl ~ im surprise ~! heh ~ quite fun ~ but nth much ~ saw kenny dere also ~ hurr ~ yup ~ stay till ard 2am ~ weichuan fetch us to cine ~ den we jiu meet up junhao dere ~ watch movie !! Final destination 5 !! wo0ts ! wah ` i tell u ~ damn nice ! this show never once fail on me ~ =) heh ! after movie` junhao send us back ~ waited for ah beng awhile to meet him up ~ after tat go eat with his fren ~ lol ~ so funny ~! yawns ~ what a day ~ lol !! but kinda sad doh ~ i wan meet buddy na ! hurr ~ miss miss !!

2011-08-29T11:06:00.002+08:00

sunday 28.8.2011`

head out to have dinner with ah beng ~ lol ~ first he bring me to this laksa store at jalan besar but close alr ~ lol ~ so we headed to have curry rice instead ! yippy ~ =P saw wendy there too ~ had a lil small chat before we head off ~ went over amk to meet gary and den to hougang to meet a couple ~ yup ~ headed back to de curry rice there again ~ heh ~ see de rest of dem makan ~ and den jiu head off to kallang ~ bought ciggie there ~ and head off to ecp ~ lol ~ was a lil funny trip ~ but den ~ yup ~ end up ~ we headed over to pasir ris park ~ went to buy drinks and headed back ~ had our laughters and mini talks ~ yup ~ den jiu head backie home liao ~ had a lil chat downstairs again with beng ~ heh ~ went backie home after tat ~ =) yawns ~

pain still lingers around ~
sigh*

2011-08-28T15:51:00.003+08:00

saturday 27.8.2011`

not feeling well so decided to stay home ~ =) lol ~ damn ~ and i burn my sat night like this ~ sadded ~!!

2011-08-27T16:17:00.001+08:00

Thursday 25th aug 2011

Head to work ... Yawns .. My slping time totally dunoo goin wrong man . Lol . Anw . Nth much ... TGIT ! Lol .. Thank god is Thursday !! Cos fri morning no work ! Hahaa .. But quite bored doh . After head back home . I'm late in asking Siewyuen out again .. Aarrgghh . And in lazy to wait for an hour to meet up silver . Ah beng at msia also . So I jux head back home . Had my late dinner . And zzzz ... How nice :) lol ...

Friday 26th aug 2011

Slping problems again . Damn .. --" anw .. Head avatar .. Saw quite a few familiar faces . But I nv sell shots . Lol . Guess I'm tired and lazy ! Yawns .. After wrk , head out with ah beng to marine barrage . Lol . At dere hear dem talk .. Den he jiu send me back home Liao .. Chat a lil at downstairs .. Den jiu backie home zzz :)

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2011-08-25T10:18:00.001+08:00

wednesday 24.8.2011`

went off to work ! =) heh ~ nth much ~ today alone to look after the shop ~ damn nervous ~ hahaa ~ everything is in a mess when finding stock ~ oh my ~ what i can do without rou qing ? hurr ~ but still manage to found quite a handful of stocks myself ~ tats a good start doh ~ heh ~ and lucky my sales still not bad for the day ~ if not sure kana say i tuo suay diao ~ --" boo ! heh ~ yup ~ head to meet out with siewyuen ~ she at st james boiler with lynn and co ~ =) yup ~ had our time spent together ~ wo0ts !! fun ! heh ~ ard 2am ~ i left ~ ah beng came to fetch me up` went off to labrador park ~ lol ! had a lil chat ~ till ard 4am ~ den jiu head backie home liao ~ good ting for him is ~ we stay like few blks away only ! heh !! =) yup ~ nth much alr ~ heh ~ bathe and hav and go slp liao ~!!

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2011-08-24T10:56:00.002+08:00

monday 22.8.2011`

went off to work ~ lol ~ damn tired ~ -.-" well nth much also ~ wat else i can say about working ? hahaa ~ finish work jiu went backie home ~ midnight head out again to woodland ! lol ~ went to find buddy ~ wo0ts ! and de cab fare --" lol ! tabao mac over ~ had my late dinner ~ aarrgghh ~ and fall aslp aftermath ~ heh ~!

tuesday 23.8.2011`

head backie home ard afternoon time ~ raining somemore ~ lol ~ cabbie back --" i think i crazee alr ~ hahaa ~ anw ~ reach home` had my oreo cookies !! =) heh ~ fall aslp after awhile ~ sigh* suppose to meet up ah beng ~!!! lol ~ but i didnt hear his spam calls ~ im so sorry ! but deres always next tym ~ =P hee ~ yup ~ tml another working day ~ how i wish tml is thursday ~!! hurr ~

i want to go out na !!
ladies !! where the hell are you girls ?? =P

2011-08-22T03:03:00.002+08:00

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2011-08-18T22:55:00.001+08:00

Thursday 18.8.2011

Got back my usual self slowly .. But still dunoo wat I yearn for .. Anw ... Cabbie down wrk . Damn --" wake early but still can late --" hahaa . Nth much .. Was thinking about drinking tonight . But plan fail .. Guess I say too late alr .. Buddy gotta wrk till very late de next day and Siewyuen at home Liao --" sobs .. But nvm !! I have tml And sat !!! Free drinks somemore . Hahaa . Where can u find a job that pays you and u can dance and drink till u drop for free . Hahaa .. I guess I need a lil numb feeling .. And everything will forget de very next day .. :) sigh ... Anw . Wrk is always funny . I always fall in love with de clothes at shop .. guess maybe tats one way to keep myself happy ! Wrk and buying clothes frm my shop !! Wahahahaa !! After wrk bus back home ... Shag but still happy cos I got a piece of long pants back :) and I can wear it as a romper .. Funny !! Lol ... Can't wait to wear tat on mon !! Woots :)

I hope that feeling goes away soon ...
It's tiring ....

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2011-08-18T10:15:00.002+08:00

wednesday 17.8.2011`

head to work at bugis ~ yup ~ sales quite slow but not bad ~ need to do alot things from now on ~ anw` nth much ~ hear some of jean's advice and she taught me a lesson ~ quite true` what i can say leh ~ hais ~ anw` after work ~ bus back home =) tabao my fav food and go home makan ~ had a lil thought ~ and things gonna change from now on ~ heh ~ and i suddenly miss one dear fren ~ buddy !!! lol ~

2011-08-16T07:38:00.002+08:00

im fine ~ and everything is over ~
im not strong enough to go thru all this alone ~
but i know i have friends around me to guide me and give me support ~
im thankful when shits happen` my mother` my boss` and all my friends backed me up ~
i will be smiling again soon ~
i promise ~
never to let all this to haunt myself again ~

2011-08-16T07:09:00.003+08:00

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2011-08-15T08:15:00.001+08:00

我的天啊。
What am I doing ? -.-"
Fml !

Hais ..
:'(

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2011-08-13T07:16:00.002+08:00

people can blame me ~ nvm ~ im used to it alr ~ not my fault also can say till my fault ~ win liao lor ~ kenneth koh jx ~ u win alr ~ nvm ~

i remember telling someone that if i have to bear the consequences ` that fella wont run away with their retributions too ~ yup ~ im at fault for some things i know u know god knows ~ but you denying your faults and wrongs you think you can live way better ? laughs ~ dream on ! things might not happen to u urself ~ but becos of ur things others suffer ~ may you live long enough to see everyone suffer becos of your irresponsible doings !

i finally sees what kind of guy you are ~ i once thought that your are different ~ but you choose to become a no mindset copy dog ~

disappointed and its saddening ~

im not strong enough to leave every memories behind ~ im not strong enough to stop myself from crying ~ im not strong enough to even stop loving you ~ saying words that makes you hate me ~ i rather we keep it this way ~ im the bad one in ur eyes ~ im the bad one in everyone eyes ~ im used to it already ~ tired of it already ~ blame every faults to me ` nvm ~ now you happy already ~ what else i still can say ?

2011-08-08T20:43:00.001+08:00

王心凌 Cyndi Wang – 不哭 BU KU (PINYIN)

记住相信爱的路终点是指向幸福
jì zhù xiāng xìn ài de lù zhōng diǎn shì zhǐ xiàng xìng fú
才会一而再的选择让步
cái huì yì ér zài de xuǎn zé ràng bù
太固执而盲目忘了停下来
tài gù zhí ér máng mù wàng le tíng xià lái
心痛自己的无助
xīn tòng zì jǐ de wú zhù

不哭你那双眼珠
bù kū nǐ nà shuāng yǎn zhū
终於我可以麻木
zhōng yū wǒ ké yǐ má mù
从这里分割出两个国度
cóng zhè lǐ fēn gē chū liǎng gè guó dù
挥霍多少时间折磨多少痛苦
huī huò duō shǎo shí jiān zhé mó duō shǎo tòng kǔ
才累积出的领悟
cái lěi jī chū de lǐng wù

忍住不哭我要忍住不哭
rěn zhù bù kū wǒ yào rěn zhù bù kū
望向天空不让眼泪流出
wàng xiàng tiān kōng bú ràng yǎn lèi liú chū
抬头看晴云深处等待那日出
tái tóu kàn qíng yún shēn chù děng dài nà rì chū
把故事结束把从前一笔消除
bǎ gù shi jié shù bǎ cóng qián yì bǐ xiāo chú

忍住不哭我要忍住不哭
rěn zhù bù kū wǒ yào rěn zhù bù kū
不能认输因为我相信
bù néng rèn shū yīn wèi wǒ xiāng xìn
彩虹总跟着薄雾会带来幸福
cǎi hóng zǒng gēn zhe báo wù huì dài lái xìng fú
在下一个岔路陪我跳全新的舞
zài xià yí gè chà lù péi wǒ tiào quán xīn de wǔ

2011-08-03T22:35:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday trista !! =) thanks for everything =)

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2011-07-31T22:36:00.002+08:00

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2011-07-31T22:20:00.005+08:00

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2011-07-21T00:38:00.003+08:00

19.7.2011 tuesday`

head out and went to workat bugis ~ yawns ~ hmms` nth much` same thing over again ~ lol ~ went over to lvs awhile after work ~ after tat jiu meet siewyuen and co ` went club luix to find dem ~ at dere till closing cos siewyuen a lil high ~ lol ~ cabbie home with siewyuen and james ~ me also a lil high plus damn tired ~ fall asleep after tat ~ heh ` had a fun night out with my girlies ~ and of cos` with james and ryan too ~ lol ~ drink again babes ! =)

dearest today pack lunch for me ~ subway ~ wahaha~ sweet =) he hardly do this kindda ting de lor ~ how i wish he could maintain it diz sweet way ~ heh ~ love u !!

20.7.2011 wednesday`

late 5mins for work ~ damn ~ --" de cab uncle seriously --" anw` nth much` after wrk again went to lvs ~ lol !! awhile jiu go off liao ~ and now at home ~ --" yawns ~ anw` when i smking at hse dwstairs ~ saw diz guy pcc lor --" wth !! its de 2nd tym i saw alr ~ 1st tym was a mth back` i still remember tat night quarreling with dearest ~ lol ==" seriously` diz guy maybe hav aids ~ tats y cant hav sex with girls and mus pcc --" my god ~ cant someone do something about it ? i tink i should go report it ~ and stomp it ! lol !! the 3rd tym i report liao ~ damn scary la ~ --" sians max !!! hate it de lo ~ msg dearest and he nv reply ~ for like hrs de lor ~ kns ~ purposely de sia ~ .!. wrk also can reply if go smk or toilet de wat ~ awhile only also wont die ~ i wrk also hide one corner sms despite dere is a cam ~ lol ! but only when no ppl i den msg ~ haha~ got ppl jiu busy liao ~ --" sians la !! pls reply my sms dearest !!!!! or at least send a busy to me ! booooo !!! hate u !!!!!!!!! --" stop honging girls la ~ cant u see im way more chio and better ? lol !!! doh abit fat only ~ hahaa! aarrgghh ~ im going crazee soon ~! heh ~ gonna zzz liao` tml morning got work again ~! yawns !!!!! but ~ thank god thursday liao ~ lol ~ so tml i can wait dearest finish wrk le ~ heh ~!! miss miss those hugs hugs !!!!!!

2011-07-19T09:49:00.002+08:00

monday 18.7.2011`

head to work at bugis !! aarrgghh ~ damn tired ~! yawns ~ nth much` as usual work ! lol ` after work head down to lvs awhile ~ hmms` guess its gonna be my routine every mon to thurs ~ after bugis work jiu head down lvs to see dearest ! hahaa~ yup` after a smoke jiu went backie home by bus ~ went to slp and wake up ard 4 to msg dearest ~ yawns ~ fall slp after tat again ~ --" hurr ~

2011-07-18T10:37:00.002+08:00

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Dearest Kenneth and Damian singing !!

2011-07-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

2011-07-13T23:53:00.002+08:00

wednesday 13.7.2011`

head to work at bugis ~ lol ~ didnt reali slp ~ can say never even slp cos i keep turn here and dere ~ yawns ~ anw` cabbie down work` cos gonna late alr ~ went to room707 and haben open yet` bought a bottle of drink` and den went to check whether dey open liao anot` yup ~ at dere do the usual sales staff do` serve ppl and all ~ lol ~ ard evening` started to get a lil sleepy cos no ppl` drink a cup of sweet coffee ~ hahaa ~ yup ~ anw` nth much` work with rou qing today` jean and trista only come awhile and left in a hurry too` sobs ~ yup ~ after work` walk over to lvs` didnt noe is like damn near la ~ hahaa ~ at there jiu ask dearest come out to pei me smoke ~ heh ~ yup ~ after smk finish` slack awhile and head backie home ~ heh ~! damn tired lah ~ tml got work again ~ yawn !!! gonna go bathe and zzz liao ~ =P buaiis !!

i miss my dearest already ~ sigh*

2011-07-13T05:30:00.002+08:00

tuesday 12.7.2011`

was at dearest place` woke up and prepare` head out with dearest and damian to lvs` dearest first day at there ~ lol ~ left after we reach` go makan abit and help dearest to find a shop to take passport size photo de ~ anw` after tat` head backie lvs to take my ciggies ~ cabbie back home ~ damn tired ~ at home slack awhile ~ den jiu head out at night again` went over lvs to find dearest` yup` waited for him to finish work ~ heh` anw` today dearest and damian singing ~ funny` hahaa` hang flo for him ~ feel abit weird ~ =P haha` but yup ~ nice nice ~ heh` after dey finish` head to balestier to eat bak kut teh ~ lol ~ den jiu head backie home le =) wo0ts !!!

tml gonna start work at nana lo ~ but will be at 707 working ~ heh` start to think of it` me and dearest de tym crash lo ~ haha` i work day he work night` hard to meet unless i go find him after i wrk finish` hahaa ~ crazee ~ hais ~ miss miss my dearest !!!!! =P hahaa ~ anw` good luck to me for tml ! hope everything goes well at work ` gonna slp soon after dearest reach home ~ need reach tml at 12 lo ~ hurr ~ yup ~

2011-07-12T21:56:00.002+08:00

no need me to say` we are spotted by gohgoh in stomp ~ lol ~ and i save only the nice pic ~ hahaa !!! damn ~ i nv thought that the photographer is from stomp ~!! --" gosh ~!

2011-07-12T20:07:00.003+08:00

some overdue pics ~

2011-07-12T20:00:00.002+08:00

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2011-07-12T06:52:00.001+08:00

7th July Thursday

Head to avatar wrk !! --" yawns . When reach makan abit with silver and zowell . Pack Mac back to avatar cos no space to sit !!! --" lol . 2pack of curly fries !!! Wahahaa !!! Yummy !! Den jiu start wrk ... Bet on how many tables will dere be by 3am . Lol . Beckie guess 7 . Zowell 8 . Silver 10 . Me 12 !! Hahaa ... And I win !!!!! Wahahaas ... So funny ... Anw . After wrk . Cabbie down lvs to find dearest ... Den go eat pig organ soup ... Hurr .. Head backie home after tat ... :)

8th July Friday

Head wrk again . A lil tiff with dearest . I noe is something small . But it's disappointing . Anw . Reach work . Nth much . Drink a lil many . Lol ... After wrk jiu head to kallang Mac with dearest . But den ..... Anw .... Head over to dearest place . Had a lil talk . --" ya . --"

9th July Saturday

Go makan with dearest at 121 ... After tat jiu cab to work . Heh . And dearest bet with me that avatar by de time I reach will hav ppl . But I say dun hav . Hahaa . And I win man ! Lol . And he need to fetch me backie home !!! Wahahaa ... Anw .. Am de first to reach . At dere prepare and change . Hmms . Nth much . Dearest came and fetch me after wrk . Went lvs again --" while waiting for Dem to finish wrk . Dearest send me back home to take dress . Lol . Den head backie lvs . Den jiu go makan at geylang . Yup . Head backie dearest place aftermath .

10th July Sunday

Happy 7th months Anni dearest !! Muacks . Although we still have our ups and downs . But I hope we can go thru every obstacle together always !! Hahaa .. I love you dearest !! Always !!

Woke up . Jiu prepare . Cabbie down to Jovin dere . For her rom . Lol . Anw . At dere eat and drink . Kana sabo by the groom de brothers ... Martell mix beer and redwine ... Power anot . Lol ... --" after drink finish we jiu run away Liao . Hurr . Nth much also . Went over to hougang first . Shren fren drop us dere . Den me and silver jiu find Junhao . Den he send us to Cine . Den we parted at dere . Me jiu go find dearest ... At first tot watch movie . But end up nv . Went over old town to makan . Den jiu head lvs again ... Nth much also . Dey at settle tings . Den jiu head to still rd eat prawn noodle . Den jiu head backie home .... Heh :)

11th July Monday

Wake and prepare . Wait for dearest to prepare finish and head out tgt . Me went over to kelly's wedding dinner treat . Cabbie down . Lucky found the place . Lol .. Yup . Waited for mother to reach . And we went up first . Eat abit only . Awhile later dajie reach ... With dajie Fu .. Hurr ... Yup .. After eat finish .. Mother fetch me to novena mrt .. Train down to bedok and walk over to dearest coffeeshop ... At there wait for him to finish wrk . Send his mum home and head to lvs --" before lvs go makan at Mac ... 2pack of curly fries again with no topping ice cream !!! Woots !!! I wish de samurai burger will back also .. Hahaa . Dbl happiness ! Heh. Anw he interview waiter at lvs there Lo .. Lol . "peeps. If go lvs. Pls help me spot him whether got hong girls anot ah !!!" lol ... Anw . After tat. Head over to avatar awhile . Weichuan over dere .. Heh . Drink 3cups of beer with him den jiu left le ... Went over kallang Mac to makan ... Yawns ... Head backie dearest place . And now see diz idiot dota .... Kns ... Lol ... Yup . Supposing tml gotta go nana wrk de . But trista msg me say wed den go . Heh . One more day let me stay by dearest side !! Hahaa . Nth much le . Buaiis !!!

Wah . Today Lau sai 3times lor . Dunoo is de food earlier for dinner or de fries ... But maybe is de dinner . Cos is Vegeterian de ... Not use to eat I guess ?? Lol . Well ... Hope tml won't hav again ... Heh ...

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2011-07-09T05:54:00.001+08:00

And I'm
Drunk ! :) haha

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2011-07-07T19:15:00.001+08:00

Was with dearest from sun till wed ... Nth special . Had our time spend tgt . And had things settled . I hope everything will get better soon . Anyway . Nth much . Went lvs almost all de nites except for wed night . Lol ... Yup . --" Hmm . Get to know a few things happen ard lately . A Fren of mine suffered from depression and another Fren got into a bike accident . Sigh . Gotta go visit dem soon ...

Thursday 7th July 2011

Head over to iluma . To catch movie . "transformer" !! Woots . Nice man ! Lol . Watch it with dearest and kc and bell ... Lol ... While waiting for dem to reach . Went subway to hav a lil biteys . Yup . Den jiu went in fir movie le . Heh . After tat . Dearest send me to train station . Me jiu took train backie home while he went coffeeshop wrk ... Sobs . Kns Lo . Kana push by a guy earlier ... Kaos . Wats wrong with sgreans lately ? --" .!. Anw . Yup . Now at home le . Gonna go prepare again to avatar ..... After tat gonna meet silver ... Lol .. Yup . Tats all ...

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2011-07-02T21:25:00.002+08:00

1st july 2011 friday ~

happy birthday to eugene syj !! =) may all ur wishes come true !!

anw` head to work ~ no sales ~ seriously fml ~ --" dearest was dere` quite happy to see him also ~ nth much too` after work drive two drift king ? to geylang 126` den dearest jiu send me home ~ and he went backie 126 to fetch dem back --" kns` dun reali like one of them` say till like dancer at avatar majiam whore like tat` .!. fcuk u seriously ! well ~ but wat dearest say is also right` cant stop dem from saying also ~ --" aussie guys totally no respect for girls ~ ....... but well` wat to do ~ yawns ~

2nd july 2011 saturday ~

mc hotdog at avatar today !!! wo0ts ! and yes` i party hard and finish my sales ~ thanks to gg and frens ~ i dun wan name out later kana again --" anw` enjoy the mc hotdog mini concert ~ party and drink all de way ~ and get a lil high ~ --" got video mc hotdog sing de song` will post it here later ~ anw` dearest came and fetch me home ~ feeling damn hungry ~ --" den he went backie to find his frens` dey go eat` den at nearby dun wan tabao for me ~ kns !!! anw` fall slp after awhile` no strength to get mad or angry too ~ yawns ~

i enjoy ~ i laugh ~ i seems so happy ~
deep down` i cry` i anger at myself` i stress` and i can't do anything about it ~

i really hope after this` everything will go back to normal and us will be fine again ~

why can't i fall asleep and stay in my dreams forever without waking up for reality check ? --"

2011-07-02T05:30:00.002+08:00

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2011-07-01T02:15:00.002+08:00

tuesday 28.6.2011`

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST ~ =) LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND ALL THE BEST IN EVERYTHING YOU DO ! =) MUACKS !!

wake up` head over to his mum coffeeshop` to celebrate his birthday` eat at dere ~ and yup` overheard wat his frens is talking` and i noe i sound harsh when asking his fren about ken whereabouts` but` if dey jux kindly pass de phone to him or if he kindly jux call me back` nth will happen ~ but i dun reali care anw ~ i know how i am to him and how he is to me ~ we r both half half ~ got right and wrongs ~ but well ~ anw after tat` head over to avatar` before that kt sending serene home ~ reach dere le` abit bored at first` chat a lil with shirley and siewyuen ~ hmm ~ head backie to 98` where he got a lil drunk ~ ... and back to avatar again ~ dance and all ~ saw weichuan dere ~ and had a drink with him too ~ nth much` after avatar` dey send beckie home` and den dey jiu go eat` while me and kenneth stay in car ~ he resting ~ hmms ~ after tat jiu backie dearest place`

if everything i heard is true ~
but its too good to be true ~

wednesday 29.6.2011`

missed my 2nd appointment ~ ... but anw` nth much for today` head over to coffeeshop with dearest ~ cos his family is goin aussie` and he need to take care of de coffeeshop ~ yup ` after closing` went down to lvs` while waiting` we go walk ard ~ --" saw wendy too ~ yup` a lil chat with her ~ den head backie` bell was dere too ~ chatted a lil with her ~ nth much` sit at mr bean awhile` and den send damian back` jiu head backie dearest place ~ watch anime awhile and zzz ~

thursday 30.6.2011`

ard evening time when over to coffeeshop with dearest` nth much` at dere eat` see him work` watch teebee ~ play game ~ .... hmms` head backie home after tat` and he went lvs --" end !! tml wrking ~ --" stress !

sigh*

2011-06-27T23:07:00.002+08:00

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2011-06-25T20:07:00.002+08:00

friday 24.6.2011`

nv head to work ~ body pains is killing me ~ but still head out to meet dearest anw` lol` he help me tabao curry rice` and i have to eat at my hse dwstair void deck ~ .... faints` anw` went to lvs` at dere chill awhile ~ blahs ~ went for supper at the ramen stall ~ nv eat` just had chawamushi and sundae ~ lol ~ share with dearest ~ head backie lvs again to fetch damian ~ den jiu head backie home ~

2011-06-24T08:10:00.002+08:00

wo zhen de hao lei ~ ni hui rang wo kao zai ni de jian bang shang rang wo hao hao de hui wei na xie mei hao de yi dian yi di dao wo xing lai wei zhi ma ? ni hui gao shu wo shuo zhe yi qie de yi qie do hui yu guo tian qing er hui yi qi nu li de guo mei yi chang bao feng yu ma ? ni hui gao shu wo shuo "im here" jiao wo bu yao dan xing ma ?

wo men de shi jie xia yu le ` yu guo tian qian hou` hui you yi dao xi wang de cai hong ma ?

wo hui gei ni wo de quan bu ~ bu guan shi gua feng hai shi xia yu ` wo do hui ` ni ne ?

yuan lai tian kong mei you xia yu` shi le de shi wo ku hong de yan jing ~
wo hao xiang ni ~ hao ai ni ~

hui zai you yi ci de qi ji ma ?

600th post !

2011-06-23T23:11:00.002+08:00

thursday 23.6.2011`

head over to bugis ~ meet up with siewyuen` and den with jean and trista ~ had our meal at sakae ~ lol ~ we talk about tons of things ~ like aunties like tat ~ lol ! and most funniest part is the hang flower part ~ lol ~ where jean can't imagine why a girl will do to such extend of letting ppl hang flo on us when we work as we are not the four face buddah ~ lol ~ and yup ~ hahaa ~ anw` its a long story ~ so de four of us just laugh all the way thru out our meal ~ hahaa !! damn funny ! anw` it was suppose to be our treat` but jean again do the billing ~ and say she wants me to owe her forever ~ lol ~ best ~! anw` talk about some stuffs also` should be working for them next mth if nth happen ~ 4days per week ~ not bad ah ~ lol` fri and sat i can pt night job also ~ hmms ~! only scare that i can't wake` but they tell me alot of things that make me understand ~ that i should really start over everything again ~ for myself ~ yup ~ so wish me luck people ! =) yup ~ our meal end with laughter ~ and bid goodbye to the 2 folks` and siewyuen and me jiu walk ard ~ was giving endless missed call to someone !~ and that fella didnt bother to at least say he is tired and dun feel like coming ~ but just making me wait and call like a idiot ! damn ! de most angry part is that he rather choose to ans calls that is not from me ! seriously fcuk up right ! --" nvm ~ and what else` bcos of this` i almost met with an accident ~ damn shit ! im lucky enough doh ! but i think if i really got hurt by this accident right` he wont even bother ! fcuk you seriously !! anw` im fine and we head over to toast box to hav a drink ~ and then head backie home by train ~ --" damn` super pissed off today ! but of cos` im still happy during the meal outing earlier ~

2011-06-23T02:28:00.002+08:00

tuesday 21.6.2011`

head over to cine find siewyuen` after tat to old town and makan a lil ~ totally no appetite only for de curry tat yuen ordered ~ lol ~ the steam rice i order got one heavy smell ~ lol ~ make me dun feel like eating` but lucky got siewyuen de curry ~ hahaa ~ so i ended up eating her curry and chicken ~ mine i just put one side ` --" was at dere chatting about some stuffs ~ talk rubbish abit` and den` jiu walk over to ion ~ wait for dearest to come ~ at ion walk walk awhile ` --" aftermath` walk over to international plaza when dearest reach ~ at there sing k ~ lol ~ funny ~! hahaa! 1st tym in this 6 freaking mth dearest join me with my fren out ! lol ~ anw` after tat` siewyuen gonna go back to her wrk place for thump print` send her to bus stop just nice her bus reach also ~ lol ~ dearest and i jiu walk over to cine ~ went for movie ! lol ~ watching " The Hangover 2 " heh ! damn nice luh ! haha ~ is just like de part 1 ~ lol ~ stupid but funny show ~ and i dun tink it will happen in sg doh ~ too small to go disappear ~ and doin crazee shit like those` ppl will just send u to de police station ~ dere ~ gao dim ! lol ~ anw` after movie` walk over to damian's wrking place ~ was dere awhile ~ jiu head over makan at the ramen stall ~ wow ! just beside de rochor beancurd ~ and its amazing ~! i first tym noe tat deres diz ramen store open till so late ! lol ~ next tym go dere supper le lo ~ haha ~ yup` kenneth send me backie home using kt car after tat ~ lol ! yup ~ had my day spent quite happy today ~ lol !

wednesday 22.6.2011`

took train down city hall` meet up with winston ~ lol ~ and he bought diz popcorn ~ damn nice ~! hahaa ! its still with me and not finished yet ~ lol ~ anw` head over to marina sq ~ went makan at this ramen stall ~ no ppl at all can ~ we r de only customer for the entire meal ~ haha! funny ~ anw` went for a smk break ~ and bought tickets to movie ~ den jiu head to long john ~ had fries ~ --" lol ~! and a hot milo ! damn cold man ! --" yup ~ head up for movies again ~ watching " mr poppers penguins " lol ~ so funny can --" and those penguins is cute !!! esp de baby's ~ awwww ~ lol ! yup ~ after movie ~ jiu head backie ` stay at void deck to smk ~ dun feel like goin home ~ yup ~ until my phone is dead ~ den go backie --" sians ! yup ~ tats it ~

2011-06-22T23:36:00.001+08:00

You won't know what kind of pressure Im having ..

Everyday is a torture . But I still want to hold on ..

Naive or pure stupid ?

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2011-06-20T07:23:00.003+08:00

people says normally what you expect will turn out a disaster ~ i totally feeling that now ~ i don't know is i myself to blame` or should blame it on my partner ~ or blame it on god knows everything ~ perhaps its too good to be true ~ everything just seems so fake now` so useless now ~

i feel so helpless` can't stop crying when i know everything is just a lie ~ i blame all faults to myself` blame myself that im the one who make things goes this way` im always the bad one in people eyes and in the eyes of someone i love ` im always wrong` always is all the bad thing im carrying` instead of being the happiest girl ` i've been living in a lie ~ which till i now still wanted to hold back no matter what ~ i really hate myself now ` really really hate myself now` bearing to much things` and no one i can talk too` i already tried so hard ~ and yet what i get back is the same ~ no matter how much i want to hold on` you just don't appreciate it ~

God, if you hear me, please take us away from here ~ i don't want to suffer all this anymore` its tiring` and im tired already` i can't take it anymore already` i want to stop crying alone already ~ and i don't want another life to suffer like this too ~ enough already ~

do u still remember the date when we hold our hands tight ?
i do` and its sweet ~
='(

2011-06-19T05:36:00.001+08:00

To hug me tight when I cry ..
And says everything is gonna be alright ..
Because you are here ...

I'm here ... :'(

But you won't be here for me anymore ..

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2011-06-18T06:13:00.004+08:00

thursday 16.6.2011`

head out with siewyuen ~ hurhur ~ meet her up at bugis ~ go makan at waraku @ iluma ~ heh ~ after that` jiu go walk ard village ~ go find jean and trista` talk some rubbish ~ bought a shirt over there ~ heh ! =P nth much` went for movie @ iluma ~ watching Laddaland ~ --" aiyo ~ the sound effect scary can ` hahaa` i get scare de part only went i saw de disfigured grandma and de sound effect` damn ~ the show not that bad ~ but .. --" if compare` i like Coming soon more ~ hahaa ~ anw` head backie home after movie ~ damn tired ~ reach home awhile jiu fall aslpeep liao ~ --" sians man !

friday 17.6.2011`

head out to work ~ nth much also` was late ~ and very tired ! actually didnt feel like goin` feel damn lazy ~ --" after work` junhao send me over to avatar` at dere jiu chill awhile ~ den head over to makan prawn mee ~ only eat abit and pass back to kenneth again ~ ... hmms` and thats my first meal again ~ --" recently no appetite ~ and when wrking jiu forget to eat alr ~ .... sians max ! after tat jiu head backie home ~

you are not the one who get lied by someone you love`
but of cos` if im the one who lie to you maybe it doesnt affect you that much`
don't blame me for getting mad`
ask urself` how many times alr ?
do you know its hard to build up trust again after since?
sorry my dear` u just lost all my trust again ~!
and this time` its hard to gain back anymore ~

ps` i may look stupid or dumb to you`
trust me` i know more then you think ~
i keep quiet doesnt mean that you can shit on my head ~!

2011-06-12T09:19:00.002+08:00

saturday 11.6.2011`

Avatar to work ~ lol ~ seriously damn ! =P manage to hit my target ~ last 3 sold to my dearest ~ hahaa` feel kindda bad doh ~ but well ~ since he forget about what im mad for ~ so .. consider cheap alr ! anw` nth much` was packed at avatar` cos got event by naomi ~ and got zouk de dj spinning dere ~ hmms ~ only dance one set ~ hahaa ! after work` went over to kallang mac and hav breakfast ! heh ~ and guess what ~ its my first meal ! at 5am plus ! hahaa ~ damn ! i didnt realize it until i blog ~ --" well ~ guess im too concentrate on something else and forget to eat ! --" kns ~ after mac` kelvin jiu send me home ~ thanks ~ cos kenneth nv drive ~ well ~ yup ~ oh~ and my dearest finally realize what happen ~ clapclap ! and he promise to change for the better ~ hmms ~ we'll see we'll see ~ =) yup ~

sunday 12.6.2011`

haven slp yet ~ now is 9.27 am! lol ~ just now eat a piece of pandan bread ! lol ~ den help mama to dye hair ~ hurhur ~ finish watching my d gray man alr ~ sians ~ now watching taiwan drama ~ repeat again ~ --" sians ! what else to watch now leh ~ --" gonna go zzz soon ~ dearest say gonna bring me t0 movies at nights ~ hmm ................... see later have anot ! hahaa ~ k la ~ nights ppl ~ miss me till i blog again ~! =)

2011-06-11T01:11:00.001+08:00

Happy 6th months ?
Nahs . Just another joke after all .

I'm awake already ..
It's over and it's just another date after all . I never want to remember it anymore . No point when things are one sided ..

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2011-06-10T21:55:00.003+08:00

wednesday 8.6.2011`

stayed home ~

thursday 9.6.2011`

rcd to work ~ with silver ~ lol ~ b4 tat went over to avatar awhile ~ head backie rcd and eat ~ yoshinoya ~ lol silver packed up for me ~ heh ` to think of it` i haben pay her yet --" hahaa` anw` nv hit target` but .. hmms` well ~ nth much` after wrk went over to sensation awhile` find candy ~ den jiu left le ~ head backie home ~ well` kindda sad doh` --"

friday 10.6.2011`

2 more hours to end today's date` --" and after that the purpose of it don't matters anymore ~ yawns ! feeling damn lazy` still deciding whether to work or not` at rcd tonights` but ... i still not prepared yet ~ --" sigh* damn sians ! what to do !!!!!!!!!!! fml ~ and end up ~ i didnt go ! --" plus i bathe and prepare alr ~ but still didnt go --" actually one thing is cos silver is at avatar ~ i go rcd also alone ~ very sians ! lol ~ and ..... I STAYED HOME ON A FRIDAY NIGHT ! AM I INSANE OR WHAT ? lol ~ damn ! and kenneth is too busy i guess ~ -.-" .!. hmms` actually can go out ~ cos got alot ppl msg me ~ maybe i too lazt to reply ~ haha ~ and all those places dey jio de is go THAI DISCO! --" well ~ if long long time once go when i nv work or after work im fine ~ but i duno0 why recently feel abit sick of td ~ probably cos every td is de same ~ everytime sing same song ~ --" last tym even when i off i sill will go back rcd ~ now u ask me go back is oso take pay only ~ if not u siao ah! --" lol ~ crazee ~ well ~ spend my night infront of my com and watch d gray man ~ chiong until last epi ! --" hurr ~ nth to watch recently also ~ got some i wan to wait until all epi is out den i watch ~ if not very sians must wait like one piece like tat ~ --" now de one piece anime is still talking about the two bro young time lo --" ....... but too bad la` cos i dun like to see comic ~ heh ~ well ~ =)

2011-06-08T04:39:00.002+08:00

monday 6.6.2011`

head out ard night time` kenneth came and fetch me to cine` catching our show at there` X-men ! lol` eehh` kindda not bad show la` but .. hmms` nvm` maybe i dun reali understand tat much` hahaa` anw` after tat` head over to arab st` go find aloy and co` makan at there` and stay there awhile` head backie kenneth place after that` was watching some shows online cos his mum and auntys is playing 四色牌 Four colour card game` lol` from very long i saw ppl play b4` like very interesting` but duno0 how to play` hahaa` look fun though` hahaa` yup` at ard 9am plus` we jiu zZzZzZzZz!!!

tuesday 7.6.2010`

woke up` waiting for him to wake too` at ard 9pm plus` head out to makan` yummys ~ den cos no where to go` we decided to go damian's wrk place to take a lo0k` he wrking at a gigolo place ~ but as waiter la` lol` go there see those shuai ge ~ hahaa! but` ... all not nice ~ hurr` and to my surprise` blahs ~ anw` nth much` only at there drink a jug of beer ~ cos getting boring at the later part` ard 2plus` head to orchard plaza to hab prata` and den kenneth send me backie home` and he go play lan lor !! --" hurr` yup` loves ~

spending good times recently ~ hope this could last ~

Loving you too much` so much very much right now ~ .......... lol ~

2011-06-05T22:06:00.001+08:00

Sat 4th June 2011 and sunday 5th June 2011

Happy birthday Justin Goh !!! Lol :)

Wrk at avatar tonights . Nth much doh .. Lol . Goh Goh was dere . Saw wei chuan dere too . Happy ! Lol . Anw . Manage to hit target . But accidentally broke 5 shots . But lucky is tat is paid Liao . Lol ! And de customer nv say anything ! Phew ! Lol . Hmm . Kenneth was dere too . With Aloy and co . After wrk . Head over to LAN shop at parklane dere . See dem play dota ! Quite funny ! Hahaas . Maybe I should learn how to play .. But .. Maybe not ! Lol . Anw . Was damn tired . Go see dem play LAN after getting a lol High frm alcohol is a bad idea . Tired . Cold . And super unwell ! Hurr . But is still fun doh :) heh . It's raining all de way till I get home . Dey play till afternoon ... --" hahaa . Kenneth send me backie home after tat . Loves ! Hmm . After bathe jiu zzzzz liaos !

Woke up ard evening time . Browse de net and watching anime . Nth much ! Yawns . Hais . Super sad . Think not goin Thai anymore ! Super need tat getaway ! Hais ... Need a break frm everything ! Aarrgghh ! Damn sians ! Hais hais hais hais !!!!

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2011-06-04T04:18:00.002+08:00

friday 3.6.2011`

rcd work`
home ~

im out of words to describe that very feeling i having now ~
im so confuse about everything ~
lies or the truth?
everything is just so mixed up`
that pain since two years ago`
its coming back ~
sigh*

2011-06-03T03:08:00.001+08:00

我看啊，我就快要生病了。而不是能够用药来医的。

心病。。。

太多烦恼了。
闷啊！！

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2011-06-03T02:41:00.002+08:00

wednesday 1st june 2011` and thursday 2nd june 2011`

head over to kenneth place` he's sick ! god` the moment i reach he's having fever alr` damn hot ! anw` took care of him a lil` nth much i can do also` makes me feel so sad ~ anw` his mom was taking care of him too` so sweet` i guess de last tym my mother take care of me is like when i was in secondary sch days ~ frm den` i mux take care of myself when i sick` lol ~ sad ~ anw` morning time` his mom bring him to see doc` but i was aslep at that time` should hav accompany him ~ but too late` sobs` anw` had late lunch` was resting and waking up de whole noon` cos he is slping ~ hmms` ard night tym` ask him to take a shower ~ den his frens ask him out ~ head out with him to makan` and he send me backie home ~ loves ~

2011-05-31T20:12:00.004+08:00

yup` u can be sarcastic and mean` and say those hurtful and irresponsible things to me` u wont feel hurt at all because you are not the one who is going thru all the process ~

yes` u feel threaten about it cause you want your freedom` that's why i agreed what we have plan before` and you give me your promise of the chance i want`

now after all this` you can even joke about it` saying that people will laugh at my actions ? well` then i guess people will laugh at your ignorance and diss u for your irresponsible act !

of cos` i will not believe in your promises now because you have shown me how you can break your promise so easily` and until you can really prove me wrong` then i will go ahead with the plans we made`

just because of one date` you show your true self` what a lesson i've learn ~

the least you can do is just to give a date and you blaming me for irritating you` seriously ?

you are not the one who keep finding information about it` you say you have no friends that go thru things like this`there's this thing call google my dear! do know your pockie ninja, goodanime.net, facebook, ur kia forums or other site you have browse does not give you to the conclusion about it ?

is it so hard to to even help giving a date to me ? you didn't initiate to help me find information about it` a date is all i want and what are you giving me ?

you don't even care about the risk im taking` you still can happily talking cock with your friends and throw all this to me ~ do you know you are part of it too ?

and when you say that you will go thru everything with me` i repeated and tell you many times it will be different and it's not about the money` you say you know` and what is the outcome now ?

im just asking for a date` not asking you to find out other things that i concern` is that too much to ask for ?

now` the only thing you can prove your words is the trip ~
take it or leave it ~

i know you still wont understand this post` cause you only think that im the one who is causing all this` whatever` you want to blame all to me` that's your problem`

i never want to be so heartless cause i know you want your freedom`
i love you` so i give in` check on everything and agrees with the plan`
and i know that if i've done it` you will still find ways to leave or like what you say ways will find you to leave` but what i ask for is just a simple start afresh from everything` i know its hard but aint i trying to be better already ? less picking me up unless im like total drunk` too much for you? or is it that you will be happy if some other guys just send me back or do things to me in my drunk state? or u actually don't care cause you just want to get rid of it?

you choose the path yourself that both of us gain nothing`

im not scare of karma when im asking you the date today` but mind you` we will get retributions for it` for what i've done to you and for what you have done for me` it might not happen to us in person` but it will cause people around us to suffer !

laugh` go on laugh all you want` go on and treat all this a joke and go on thinking that is not your fault for this` its my fault okies ~ my dear` im so sorry ! for actually having it ~~ forgive me alrights ~ its never your fault! all is my fault what right ` you are the innocent party` you are that angel the good one telling people about how bad i am` you will right my dear` im always the bad one` just one simple date you can't even think and still need me to think for you` oh` how stupid i am right` cause i don't even know the dates well ~ sigh* my fault ok ~ you win already ! yeah! damn happy for you my dear` u win ! you can go on and continue your pockie ninja clicking here and there` goodanime to see one piece about good pirates and bleach which i don't know about what` hmm` sorry ah` cos i nv watch bleach b4` dun blame me hor ! oh` and be with your brothers too` yup` but can they even help you with this ? hmms` well` nvm` u were always right from the start` im the liar and your are the angel correct` lol` sorry ok` forgive me already okies ~!

what are words if you didnt mean then when you say them ?
what are words when you can break your promise easily ?
what are words when u say all those sweet stuffs when you just because you wan to get rid of it ?

.!.

FML ~
ohh but wait`
FYL TOO!

2011-05-31T14:00:00.003+08:00

HELLO KITTY LENS !!! OMG !!! WHO WANT BUY THIS FOR ME ? LOL !!!!!

damn` was browsing fb just now` saw jace profile got tag by diz contact lens dealer` and to my surprise` its hello kitty lens` faints` so cute !!! aarrgghh !!!! but kindda ex` $28 per pair ~ from tat blog shop` hmms` gonna go bio bio see other blogshop got sell cheaper anot` lol~ diz totally make me damn excited` that i have to forget all my sadness ~ cool ~ buy for me buy for me !!! =P

end up` im just being naive again`
cos a lil bit would be enough`
which you dun understand tat~